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- Title
- As if the world ended tommorrow
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- As if the World Ended Tomorrow #1 Sometimes I think what if the world ended tomorrow where would that leave us. In this age with HIV/AIDS and now the Coronavirus where does that leave society. Late at night alone in my bunk I think about my future as if the world ended tomorrow. This means I live for today and today I'm a nobody plain and simple. I have to admit at points in my life this nobody was very content because in my eyes I was the king of nobodies fixated on destroying my unexpl...
- PID
- apw:12361441
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:02:11.653Z
- Title
- At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep which ever you call it. So deep down Im still a baby right? This thought just crossed my mind as I was frozen in time you can never go back or understand why you made the dumbest choice thinking it was smart. Have you ever been 51/50? Thats criminally insane, its the edge where you dont care the outcome as long as you reive the gradification you meant or didnt think you would recive. People call us crazy cause we get tired of no's and s...
- PID
- apw:12361757
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:27.864Z
- Title
- Cage talk returned
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- cage talk Returned P1 I tell my self everything is gonna be okay but how do I really know god is doing his best to turn the world into the last days today has been my 3 week in this cage. some people dont last this long in here but I guess Im used to it. I havent talked to my wife in 2 days, its not Right but I did wrong, Right?? I should be able to complain about being in this cage all alone if I did wrong. The crazy part is not having anybody to talk to. Yea There are others in the place wi...
- PID
- apw:12362478
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:31:04.377Z
- Title
- Deep down I dont understand why society attemps to pretend
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 Deep down I dont understand why society attempts to pretend they dont know the answer to the crime rate. let see are there jobs? How many people are on food stamps? Or Obamacare? Can you leave your house without seeing a man with a sign asking for money? Or just laying on the side of the road? Public service announcement!! Thats not normal because when society started learning to build, we learned to build shelter. We may throw coins out the window or let them wash your window but if they ...
- PID
- apw:12361761
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:33.691Z
- Title
- I begin to self analize myself
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 5 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- 1 I begin to self analize myself as if im the bad guy and the good guy. I guess you can say Im bipolar today is ok I guess I have been having those thoughts about death again as if I havent conquered Death a few times already. life means nothing if you fear death in my eyes. How can I live and die at the same time? you may think Im crazy but no Im [SMSd?] criminally insane. The state says my habits make me unfit to live in society so I must live behind bars for the rest of my life and Im the ...
- PID
- apw:12361764
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:37.282Z
- Title
- In this life we all make bad choices
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 1 page
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 In this life we all make bad choices because some times its a real bad choice standing next to a really bad choice. Scientist want to say that we have another choice that isnt gonna kill us or end us up dead or in jail but the reality is we all have made dumb mistakes while making choices. this is the story of my life hand cuff bad luck or no luck at all. and in the end who is there to help us if you ask me nobody I mean I never got any.
- PID
- apw:12362183
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:26:02.633Z
- Title
- Just a number
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- C1 Just a number I have no name just a number!! Oh well right stand up or sit down and be counted, in my life we are the Rosa Parks movement always to the back of the bus. Just a number. In (the J?) I repeat my number so much it becomes a constant reminder Im somebody property. Just a number!! But what they didnt tell you no matter how you look at it we are all just number but like the lotto winning my numbers are bad and your win a little bit. In my eyes we all lose when society solution bec...
- PID
- apw:12362482
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:31:08.427Z
- Title
- Just another page in my diary
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 7 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 Just another page in my diary Its not everyday I write in this diary but I decided to share with you what and when I do. Today has been a sad, mad and boring day. let me explain the sad part is dealing with the fact that I may never see freedom again I dont know about you but to me thats sad. Mad: me and my wife had another fight where I scream in the phone till it hangs up then I scream again I do this because I cant deal with not having power over my life. God took all my power or hell I...
- PID
- apw:12362175
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:25:53.779Z
- Title
- Just going through the motion
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- Just going through the motion J1 Not really alot to do but sleep is a main one but right now Im just going through the motion. Its a daily struggle to keep my mind focused on whats important. With the Covid-19 in affect I feel like life is very short but god aint done with me yet. My mom is getting old and she cant find to many things to live for so its better if she has a reason to live. I lost my boys once now it looks like my mom will get them again. Im just going through the motion. Im no...
- PID
- apw:12362610
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:33:21.907Z
- Title
- Just one of those days
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 5 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- Just One Of Those Days #1 Just one of those days when I just want to be left alone. These people dont want to follow rules they agreed to follow when they put on the tan uniform. There is no for them or for us guidelines, you either or thats it, right? I cant say one way or another. Your problay wonder what Im talking about, well I filed a grievance many days ago that havent been returned Im trying to find whats in my property but they wont tell me. I stopped eating animal so that's a pl...
- PID
- apw:12362368
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:29:10.439Z
- Title
- My eyes are open still Im blinded by the fact that life may end today then what?
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- My eyes are open still Im blinded by the fact that life may end today then what? Its weird to have a question mark after your name or statement but is a period worser? I guess thats another question Right? Deep down I feel the pain of many years as if time stood still. Today not tommorow, now not yesterday but deep down it all means the same, the era of my way has left me down but up, strait but narrow. Imagine a peaceful silence, who am I kidding I indulge in the nose as it wispers] violentl...
- PID
- apw:12361770
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:46.297Z
- Title
- No matter
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- No Matter #1 No matter how mad I get it doesnt change how thing are. life has to go how life has to go no matter what. There once was a time when I could make the turn, rush or stop because of my anger. All that has disappeared now and Im left alone just me. I can constantly find parts to crawl into in my mind to relive them so that I may disappear from this hell. But I always come back similar to a boomerang or a frisby thrown high to come low with time. I lost track of all the times my doub...
- PID
- apw:12361438
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:02:05.597Z
- Title
- On nights like this
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 5 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- On nights like this On nights like this: I cant sleep cause my mind wont relax and I shake my foot like a newborn in a crib. I had a life once but now thats gone so on nights like this, I shake my foot and swim through all my past screw ups. I cant make believe I was all innocent cause I know I wasnt but not that I deserve all this either Im sitting in my bunk trying to discover who this person is that they placed a case on me about its crazy cause all I see are faces and I cant remember any ...
- PID
- apw:12363000
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:40:26.616Z
- Title
- Returning home
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- Returning Home The longest I have been away from home is 2 years it seems when I try to move far away I always end up home. My home is a big brick castle with fences all around. Normally its guarded at all time to protect me from my family who love me but hate me all the same. I cant remember all the guards that guard my home because I hire different ones sometimes by the Dozen. Sometimes its as if I click my heels together and chant "there is no place like home". I travel the yello...
- PID
- apw:12361444
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:02:15.967Z
- Title
- Revolutionary suicide
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- Revolutionary suicide 1 The era of my way has no particular time but lets say I been for the Islamic state long before I became a Muslim. This means I have been a suicide bomber blowing up my self for no particular reason or cause. The blame is mostly on me but I can point the finger in a few other direction. Revolutionary suicide is to die for a purpose other than our selves for a reason of the black, cause. But I made another name for it my question is: Why dont society leave me alone? They...
- PID
- apw:12361744
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:03.294Z
- Title
- Solitary mind
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 4 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- S1 Solitary Mind The title sounded like a good title for this essay about my thought A.K.A my solidtary mind. There isnt anything wrong with liking being alone but the alone trip is used for a form of punishment. I have had my share of foam rooms let me explain this so those who dont know can get a good picture of it. so picture this a pink or ugly green room, the walls have somebody angry story written all over it and I mean litterly. There is human filth all over it let me put it a better w...
- PID
- apw:12362614
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-06-10T15:33:25.762Z
- Title
- The world wants to steal my happiness but I'm still happy
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 4 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 The world wants to steal my happiness but Im still happy. Dont ask me why, cause I dont know. From the time I could walk I have been in either a kiddy jail or prison. It seems like the story of my life but the end isnt here just yet. I cant say all my bad choices were only based on my need I did some stupid things for my wants to. I wanted what everybody else had and at the time I didnt feel I was wrong. Poverty stole a lot from me and didnt give any thing but bad luck back. Most days I wa...
- PID
- apw:12361748
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:11.782Z
- Title
- There isn't any real reason to care about what tommorrow brings in this cage
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 2 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- #1 There isnt any real reason to care about what tommorrow brings in this cage. These are the words of 85% of men in this place. some are so misplaced they miss the point that this isnt where we should be. Its all to laugh and enjoy every minute but when the hours equal years pain equals tears. Jails and prison is one thing that will not lose money in stock or go out of business its a on going breeding ring for the worst solution to a everlasting problem. Years ago who decision was it to puni...
- PID
- apw:12361448
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:02:22.337Z
- Title
- To stay focused in hell fighting the flames
- Author
- Bobby
- Pages
- 3 pages
- Text (TR_WF)
- To stay focused in hell fighting the flames isnt as eazy as it seems. I know the way most of prisoners come back you would think its party centry. When you have no choice or the choices you do have all point to wrong who can judge you?? When most men discover that no matter how much they try, or the effort the place on living humble it means nothing to a out sider judging you on your past not your future. This rude awakening will determine if you succeed or fail. As black man we are thaught t...
- PID
- apw:12361753
- Date Uploaded
- 2021-02-03T16:10:21.776Z