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As if the world ended tommorrow
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Bobby
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2 pages
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As if the World Ended Tomorrow #1 Sometimes I think what if the world ended tomorrow where would that leave us. In this age with HIV/AIDS and now the Coronavirus where does that leave society. Late at night alone in my bunk I think about my future as if the world ended tomorrow. This means I live for today and today I'm a nobody plain and simple. I have to admit at points in my life this nobody was very content because in my eyes I was the king of nobodies fixated on destroying my unexpl...
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apw:12361441
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2021-02-03T16:02:11.653Z
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At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep
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Bobby
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3 pages
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#1 At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep which ever you call it. So deep down Im still a baby right? This thought just crossed my mind as I was frozen in time you can never go back or understand why you made the dumbest choice thinking it was smart. Have you ever been 51/50? Thats criminally insane, its the edge where you dont care the outcome as long as you reive the gradification you meant or didnt think you would recive. People call us crazy cause we get tired of no's and s...
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apw:12361757
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2021-02-03T16:10:27.864Z
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Brain-health and the throw'd
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Jills, Jacob
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2018-07-26
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17 pages
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Brain-Health and the Throw'd by Jacob Jills In the five years I've been a "guest" of America's Prison Industrial Complex I have physically assaulted one person. He was a hermaphrodite who believed he was Jesus Christ sent back to Earth to judge humankind. "The curse of curses!" he called his duty. He was my celly inside a Texas jail before I was placed in solitary confinement under administrative segregation. I forget his name... "I have a penis and a v...
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apw:12355352
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Date Uploaded
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2019-01-21T21:23:25.513Z
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Conus extradition
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Jills, Jacob
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9 pages
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Conus Extradition By Jacob Jills
Never had I truly wanted to murder, in the coldest of blood, a fellow human being until my continental United States (CONUS extradition. That's how splintered my brain-health had become. Pushed to the extreme outer limits of my physical and mental endurance, a pre-homosapien evolutionary rage began to simmer from the depths of some hominoid cortex embedded into the ancient recesses of my DNA... A rage so pure and acute it damaged my very soul, summoning...
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apw:12357217
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Date Uploaded
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2019-10-28T20:13:24.762Z
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Deep down I dont understand why society attemps to pretend
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Bobby
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2 pages
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#1 Deep down I dont understand why society attempts to pretend they dont know the answer to the crime rate. let see are there jobs? How many people are on food stamps? Or Obamacare? Can you leave your house without seeing a man with a sign asking for money? Or just laying on the side of the road? Public service announcement!! Thats not normal because when society started learning to build, we learned to build shelter. We may throw coins out the window or let them wash your window but if they ...
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apw:12361761
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:10:33.691Z
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Fifty fuck or fight
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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Date
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2018-11-12
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10 pages
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Fifty Fuck or Fight by Jacob Jills "The camp is changing, there are only wolves among wolves.” An elderly Belgian KL inmate wrote to his son... Near the end of NNII, a small group of Dachau prisoners gathered for a singular purpose. For 24—hours each would attempt to replace violent, selfish, and greedy behavior with empathy and compassion, as if their lives were being lived outside the wire of a Nazi concentration camp in civility. The group's honorable and courageous efforts to sh...
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apw:12356724
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Date Uploaded
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2019-05-28T18:32:43.45Z
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Forced competition
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Jills, Jacob
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9 pages
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Forced Competition by Jacob Jills You do not need a degree in zoology to understand and explain how the herds, the flocks, and schools of earth's creatures seem to act as one entity in perfect synch; as if telepathically communicating in some inaudible animal language beyond human understanding. These mammals, birds, and fish are perfectly synchronous in their behavior and movements out of some primordial instinct of necessity- every single life competing against the other in unison for ...
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apw:12353588
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-27T01:06:45.522Z
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Hunger games, prepare!
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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Date
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2018-05-30
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18 pages
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"Hunger Games, Prepare!" by Jacob Jills When I first came to prison I lasted only six weeks in general population (GP). No! I was not a "catch-out." In the Texas Department of Criminal Justice (TDCJ - or Texas State Prison) "catch-out," as coined by offenders, means you "caught that pussy," pushed the officer call button and reported to the guards you were in some kind of danger and needed to be moved for your own safety. In prison the stigma of being l...
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apw:12354113
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-27T14:38:46.794Z
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I thought the n-word today
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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5 pages
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I THOUGHT THE N-WORD TODAY BY JACOB JILLS Texas prison is a black man's second home, a brown man's dream, and a white man's nightmare... I heard this joke in a county jail awaiting the infamous "Bluebird". A Texas Department of Criminal Justice (TDCJ) "chain" bus all county prisoners board for their ride to prison. This bus is actually a dirty white with coal black tinted windows. "Bluebird" comes from the little blue bird logo of the manufacturer....
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apw:12358652
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T19:04:36.345Z
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Just a number
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Author
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Bobby
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2 pages
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C1 Just a number I have no name just a number!! Oh well right stand up or sit down and be counted, in my life we are the Rosa Parks movement always to the back of the bus. Just a number. In (the J?) I repeat my number so much it becomes a constant reminder Im somebody property. Just a number!! But what they didnt tell you no matter how you look at it we are all just number but like the lotto winning my numbers are bad and your win a little bit. In my eyes we all lose when society solution bec...
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apw:12362482
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:31:08.427Z
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My time paradox
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Jills, Jacob
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3 pages
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MY TIME PARADOX BY JACOB JILLS I recently experienced the six year anniversary of my self-surrender in the Middle East. America's for profit prison industrial complex has been my "host" ever since. The past six years I've spent incarcerated is the longest period of time I've lived in one place for over 30 years. Unless the laws change, or I can eventually afford a competent attorney who can challenge my sentence all the way to the Supreme Court, I may never have anoth...
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apw:12358229
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T18:53:46.138Z
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No matter
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Bobby
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2 pages
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apw:12361438
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:02:05.597Z
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Perspective, greed, and selfishness in prison
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Jills, Jacob
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6 pages
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Perspective, Greed and Selfishness in Prison By Jacob Jills Prison has a unique and hunting way of putting things into perspective. Doing time slows down your present but, oddly enough, speeds up your past. One has a lot of time to sit and ponder. Reflect. And you never know when some past memory and experience will burst into your present-psych, body-snatching your physical expressions into a kind of deaf and dumb, paralyzed-zombie state of the infamous thousand year stare... It is not hard ...
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apw:12353370
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-26T19:48:56.311Z
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Returning home
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Bobby
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3 pages
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apw:12361444
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:02:15.967Z
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Solitary mind
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Author
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Bobby
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4 pages
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apw:12362614
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:33:25.762Z
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