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Title
16 years since inception.
Author
Martinez, Brandon
Date
2010-08-25
Date
2010-08-25, 2010-08-25
Pages
3 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
1 Brandon Martinez Word Count: 1,253 August 25, 2010 (NO TITLE) 16 years since inception. Been locked down in the department of correction entered the prison gate. Had no idea what would be my fate. Slangin the rocks from the triple beam. Was just a young buck having fun. Didnt realize what the cost of packing a gun. As I heard the iron gates rattle. Prepared for every twist and turn of the battle. For a life sentence surely I was doomed living in obscurity in a cocoon. Would I lose my mind. ...
PID
apw:176
Date Uploaded
2015-09-16T17:52:37.443Z
Title
4A4L - unsensored
Author
Pennix, Ladaro
Date
2014-04-21
Pages
7 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Ladaro Pennix CA written 4-21-14 Positive Greetings A.P.W.A.,... This essay will be called "4A4L-unsensored," where I will unlock a reality into the abrusive abhorrent crimes against the captive soul's within "4A4L," by wicked correctional officers who's abuse is as noteworthy as Corcoran's gladiator fights in the '90's and early and mid-2000's... So without further ado allow me to introduce you to 4A4L's insideous world of corrupted offi...
PID
apw:12343185
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T18:19:38.061Z
Title
A baby brings changes
Author
AMOM
Pages
3 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Alberto Otiniano California A Baby Bring Changes The Milk This story remember me to the milk, when a loving mother bring to nourishing to your baby, and the parents take care of him, even before to birth when the mother go to the doctor, sometimes the parents not planning to have a baby, not can't afford to have a baby. The mother will to quit work when the baby is born, and the parents are upset, but the month pass and she feel the baby kicking! The father put his hands on your wife abd...
PID
apw:12342730
Date Uploaded
2016-10-15T02:19:47.037Z
Title
A bad year
Author
Arreygue, Michael
Date
2016-10-02
Pages
4 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Michael Arreyene S.V.S.P. California A Bad Year Any year in prison could be considered a bad year, but for me the past year has been a bad year. Although it is far from the worst because things could always be worse, for instance I probably could not be able to write these thoughts or even be around. By no means do I intend to be morbid, but as we all view the best/worse case scenario this is mine. My bad year began in August 2014 and it came out of nowhere and knocked me out like a suckerpun...
PID
apw:12347867
Date Uploaded
2017-11-02T19:42:29.569Z
Title
A bitch slap to Nieztche
Author
Torres, Eduardo
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
A Bitch Slap to Nietzsche If you don't know who Nieztche is, he's a famous thinker from the late 19th century who is famous for deeming God as Dead and believing immorality is power to those who seek it and morality destroys individual lives. He believes apparantly that humans are not in any kind of spiritual battle exept with morality that "always" destroys people's lives, he must not believe in evil or aliens or supernatural balance is needed for existence He is in ...
PID
apw:12360512
Date Uploaded
2021-02-03T15:36:45.145Z
Title
A black man trapped
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09-06
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"A Black Man Trapped" The life some of us live, is the cause for our paranoia, pain and stress. Our parents think that we're insane and that we're not capable of learning life. life is the key to success, but with success there's a serious price, which perhaps many men don't want. I represent for the life that made me a problem child and the soldiers on the streets who are trying to survive the jungle that goes on in the ghettos/or jungle. They don't believe...
Text (O)
fly: : ;Piz2m2;”i:/ /ff???/75, ii)’/1? "’Ff@‘35lL/M’ ’ 5g/}m/mlzaf 47, 30/8 <' if ,_;15 ,0) 5013;;/M V///£7 C :7//1/é‘?/77/‘W .,-. Qf3,.;‘3/Zy / . Y _ _ ‘, A *~"E.M/"/ ft’//' ~ '1' WT" C7 ‘«:.’- an 9,. -* r. 4...: er’ 4’ ' 1? pr ii A /3/1676/, The life some of us live, is the cause for our paranoia, pain and stress. Our parents think that we're insane and that we're not capable of learning life. Life is the key to success, but with succ...
PID
apw:12356198
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:00.909Z
Title
A boy who was lost, and grew up fast
Author
Carabajal, Ray Morin Fuentes
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Title: "A Boy Who Was Lost and Grew Up Fast (Faith in Believing; God is Waiting for Us)" From [Car BA] Hall: Never learned this world's education. Never knew English. He only spoke in Mexican and was given and gifted voice. He didn't know his purpose of why he was born and it took 35 years of street life to become known, to of why he was born. He was given the test of time and to perform every sinful act on this earth and only five sinful acts he was forbidden to do: 1. mu...
PID
apw:12352270
Date Uploaded
2018-06-15T18:53:43.354Z
Title
A double standard system of justice
Author
Pulgoso
Pages
8 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Santiago Soto California "A Double Standard System of Justice" According to the political propaganda I belong to the worst of the worst human beings that deserves to be locked up for the rest of my life. Once, the prison system was incorporated to the country's economy (i.e. created jobs); all rehabilitation went out of the picture. The lockdowns became longer, riots, attempt to murders, and murder became regular and normal. All of California's level four maximum security ...
PID
apw:12343209
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T18:54:15.914Z
Title
A few thoughts about the cell
Author
Markhasev, Mikhail
Date
2003
Pages
4 pages
Text (O)
Mikhail Markhasev Corcoran, CA I wrote this essay in 2003, while I was in the hole (SHU). It was printed in The Beat Within, a youth outreach in the S.F. Bay area. I want to share it with A.P.W.A. You have my permission to post it. A few thoughts about the cell The cell... for some, it is a taste of hell — where single day is an eternity to dwell But as for me, when I’m in the cell a sweet serenity upon my heart it spells my doubt and uncertainty it quells my fear dispels — amidst the noise, ...
PID
apw:12357853
Date Uploaded
2019-10-28T20:35:13.617Z
Title
A polygraph nation
Author
Figge, Brian Keith
Date
2017-09-13
Pages
5 pages
Text (O)
A Polygraph Nation "When you fail your polygraph test, we're going to string you by your balls,’ exclaimed police detectives. All that I have ever wanted to do from the first second, when false allegations were made against me, was to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Most shocking, was when I realized that these police detectives were not very happy with me when results came in after my first polygraph saying that I had passed. They simply were pissed off ...
PID
apw:12351603
Date Uploaded
2018-03-17T00:31:42.969Z
Title
A prisoner's worldview upon the discovery of insight
Author
Parvin, John Alan
Date
2015-04-07
Pages
4 pages
Text (O)
John Alan Parvin CA April 7, 2015 Dear, Editor; APWA First and foremost, give all you my utmost respects and may the light shine on you, within the quality of your life. A Prisoners World-View Upon the Discovery of Insight The first sign of intelligence will show, is when thinking rational, thus, selective few will in the beginning of their incarceration, start by reviewing and rewind their life's. Some come into realization and understanding upon "the errors of their ways", al...
PID
apw:12351398
Date Uploaded
2018-03-16T20:58:45.61Z
Title
A rebuttal to: a day on San Quentin's death row
Author
Anderson, James
Pages
7 pages
Text (FT)
A Rebuttal to: "A Day On San Quentin's Death Row" By: James P. Anderson--January 17, 2016 (A/C) Allow me to suggest that readers first visit the, "PACIFICSUN.COM" (January 6-12, 2016) website and review the article, "A Day On San Quentin's Death Row" in order to obtain a perspective for this rebuttal. As a wrongly convicted and actually innocent death row prisoner of over thirty five (35) years, I simply couldn't allow the Pacific Sun article to be...
PID
apw:12346534
Date Uploaded
2017-08-16T00:14:09.572Z
Title
A short commentary on Nordstrom v. Ryan
Author
Gardner
Date
2014-09-16
Pages
2 pages
Text (O)
A SHORT COMMENTARY ON NORDSTROM V. RYAN; THE READING OF LEGAL MAIL BY PRISON STAFF by Gardner, September 16, 2014 The APWA seeks ‘essays’ about personal experiences; a recent Ninth Circuit case reminds me about prison mail improprieties in a related very unpleasant experience. I write to point out what the judges DIDN'T think about in their decision, hoping that my opinion might be pointed out in some future opportunity. The case is Nordstrom v. Ryan, 2014 DJDAR 106131, a federal 1983 (c...
PID
apw:12351281
Date Uploaded
2018-03-16T19:07:47.901Z
Title
A singular virtue: "Authenticity within the crisis of confidence"
Author
Flinner, Michael
Date
2020-08
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
A Singular Virtue: "Authenticity Within the Crisis of Confidence" By: Michael Flinner (San Quentin Death Row / August 2020) Surely, everyone reading this must know at least one person suffering from the intense grip and agony of depression (moderate, severe, or otherwise) resulting from this seemingly perpetual, godawful societal lockdown that was originally slated for saving lives. It seems that everywhere we turn these days, we are subjected to gross violations of common sense, th...
PID
apw:12360416
Date Uploaded
2020-12-02T18:48:21.371Z
Title
A woman's worth
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43597
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"A Woman's Worth" by Richard Atkins Jr. High Desert State Prison May 12, 2019 A woman's worth. The worth of the world and for all mankind. 'cause without a woman having us men backs we will not live in peace. We have to embrace their strength, their beauty from within and the unconditional love they represent. When I think of a lion, the king of the jungles of Africa, I think of the strength that all women possess. My beautiful mother gave me beauty as an African-Amer...
PID
apw:12358838
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:09:17.983Z
Title
Afraid to love myself
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43655
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
“Afraid To Love Myself” By Richard Atkins Jr. July 9, 2019 An unexamined life is not worth living. I had to speak that truth, that fact, first and foremost. The strong is dying to live while the weak lives to die. I was the weak living to die. I was insecure and immature to the point where I could care less whether I lived or died yesterday. My hate was a loaded weapon and as hard as my mother tried to comfort and love me unconditionally, I still was able to see my death around the corner. Th...
PID
apw:12359116
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:16:26.115Z
Title
Alchemy
Author
Torres, Eduardo
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Alchemy Alchemy brings up a set of insinuances like the fact its famous for turning metals into gold, and that now it is called chemistry. But I'm here to tell you its magical laws live on. From parenthood to personal wisdom and philosophy, alchemy lives on. It exists as the transference of energy. Alchemy is a term that brings people to edge, but it is relevant to life whether we recognize it or not. In our emotions, intelligence, and lifestyles alchemy exists as their mediator and the ...
PID
apw:12361324
Date Uploaded
2021-02-03T15:59:21.981Z
Title
All I have
Author
Valentine, Alex
Pages
3 pages
State
California
Text (O)
AFWA Essay Submission All I Have Pay attention. Parents and teachers say those words over and over, and it is so easy not to understand what they mean; to be annoyed by then; to reject them. They are, unfortunately, two of the most important words that you will ever hear when you are young, if not the most important. They do not mean ,iobeyn. If whoever says them includes that in their tone, then thay also misunderstand what it means to pay attention. And they suffer for it. Knowing that, rat...
PID
apw:12345073
Date Uploaded
2016-10-22T14:32:48.285Z
Title
American prisoner-x
Author
Hoslett, Raymond James
Pages
15 pages
Text (TR_WF)
American Prisoner - X It is said that if you want to see the scum of the earth, then just watch the changing of the guard, at any max. security Federal Prison, i.e., United States Penitentiary (Federal Bureau of Prisons). I ask you then, who will guard...the guards?? I was 21-yrs. old when I landed in the Calif. Dept. of Corrections/CA. state Prison System. For me, it was "finishing school". At that point I had no G.E.D., never paid into social security, filed for income tax or vote...
PID
apw:12350719
Date Uploaded
2018-03-16T15:41:33.566Z
Title
An agreement whose time has come
Author
Flinner, Michael
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
An Agreement Whose Time Has Come Greetings, My name is Michael Flinner. I'm a 53 year old California State Prisoner with a rather straight forward purpose for this missive. Please indulge me. Several years ago, I discovered that The California Department of Corrections and Rehabilitation (CDC-R) did not have a legal regulation or protocol in place whereby state prisoners (regardless of their respective commitment offenses) could legally and inducement free, donate living vital organs and...
PID
apw:12362191
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:26:08.949Z
Title
An illusion to my reality: Extreme unrighteous sentence enhacements, and how they change your life
Author
Potts, Tyrus C.
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
An Illusion To My Reality: Extreme Unrighteous Sentence Enhancements, And How They Change Your Life* By: Tyrus "Ty Bud" Potts* I have been gone so long, I am not even sure where I belong in society. I am a amateur poet, soon to be working on a poetry book. I wrote a self-help autobiography about myself, and one day your eyes may see it. I founded Palmtastic Creations, something small that I could be proud of. Before the wrath of Covid Nineteen - which is the name of my latest poem I...
PID
apw:12362581
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:32:54.211Z
Title
Anger is
Author
Martinez, Brandon
Date
2010-08-17
Date
2010-08-17, 2010-08-17
Pages
2 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
NO TITLE Brandon Martinez, California Aug 17, 10 Anger is such a vicious lil seed that can wreck havoc in any given situation. If you allow it to spring fourth. Theyll come a point of no return. In the heat of the moment theyll be no turning back. With your mind in a stage of rage. It often becomes too difficult to process anything by that viciousness. Lord have mercy. One episode, one scenario will be all it will take. The such tragic atrocities that will have become as a result of anger. Th...
PID
apw:178
Date Uploaded
2015-09-16T17:53:01.726Z
Title
Angry man [baby] syndrome
Author
Givens, F.
Pages
8 pages
Text (TR_WF)
March 20, 2019 Angry Man [Baby] Syndrome by F. Givens Throughout my years of incarceration, I have sought to gain insight into who I really am. Through my efforts, it is now easier for me to identify many of my character defects, which allows me to correct some defects. As a corollary of self-awareness, I can now recognize traits of my own maladaptive behaviors exhibited in others. Such recognition allows me to have empathy towards these persons. One of the most demonstrative behaviors I have...
PID
apw:12357352
Date Uploaded
2019-10-28T20:18:09.887Z
Title
Animal farm: "Equal justice under law"
Author
Kor, James Samuel
Pages
3 pages
Text (O)
ANIMAL FARM "Equal Justice Under Law” -Prisoner 13834 Thanks to a truly civilized society (Italy), that is properly vigilant over the quality of justice being done in its name, an American named Amanda Knox was afforded an appeal process free of bias, free of intentionally calculated unfairness, and she won justice. At virtually the same time, in our so—called "EQUAL JUSTICE UNDER lA&T' America, the indigent, ethnic minority, Troy Davis, got his dose of Hurricane Katrina, p...
PID
apw:12351882
Date Uploaded
2018-03-17T02:47:37.302Z

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