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Title
A black man trapped
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09-06
Pages
3 pages
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"A Black Man Trapped" The life some of us live, is the cause for our paranoia, pain and stress. Our parents think that we're insane and that we're not capable of learning life. life is the key to success, but with success there's a serious price, which perhaps many men don't want. I represent for the life that made me a problem child and the soldiers on the streets who are trying to survive the jungle that goes on in the ghettos/or jungle. They don't believe...
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apw:12356198
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:00.909Z
Title
A woman's worth
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43597
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"A Woman's Worth" by Richard Atkins Jr. High Desert State Prison May 12, 2019 A woman's worth. The worth of the world and for all mankind. 'cause without a woman having us men backs we will not live in peace. We have to embrace their strength, their beauty from within and the unconditional love they represent. When I think of a lion, the king of the jungles of Africa, I think of the strength that all women possess. My beautiful mother gave me beauty as an African-Amer...
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apw:12358838
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:09:17.983Z
Title
Afraid to love myself
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43655
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
“Afraid To Love Myself” By Richard Atkins Jr. July 9, 2019 An unexamined life is not worth living. I had to speak that truth, that fact, first and foremost. The strong is dying to live while the weak lives to die. I was the weak living to die. I was insecure and immature to the point where I could care less whether I lived or died yesterday. My hate was a loaded weapon and as hard as my mother tried to comfort and love me unconditionally, I still was able to see my death around the corner. Th...
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apw:12359116
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:16:26.115Z
Title
Avoid stress at all cost
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09-21
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. 9-21-18 California -Essay- “Avoid Stress At All Cost” First and foremost, you occupy most of your time with what you love. That can be family, kids, your girlfriend/or wife, a certain television show etc. That’s how you avoid dwelling on things that’s out of your control. For example: I lost many friends growing up in a gang, with the notorious crips, and I started to feel that God didn’t love me. So I ignored their funerals as if they was still with us. By missing the...
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apw:12356218
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:35.37Z
Title
Crimes against kids
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Crimes Against Kids" Richard Atkins Jr. I believe that, any sexual offense against children/or kids should be an automatic life sentence! When a child is molested, their brain isn't able to comprehend and the ones old enough to understand are mentally scarred, for life. It also should be a serious crime for parents/or guardians to sign marriage consent form, for their 15-year old daughter to marry a 31-year old man! And based on the facts of the matter, you can't fault or...
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apw:12356250
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:14:30.466Z
Title
Cursed by the gods
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Cursed by the Gods" By Richard Atkins, Jr. I gave so much of me, to the streets, that I have nothing to lose, except my life now. I have a black heart, when dealing with any and every soul cursed. You can't underestimate the next person's pain or stress. 'Cause the pain and stress, makes some men/women act out in ways, that invented homicide! So now, imagine being in the penitentiary, surrounded by the men who fit that description and they all have attitudes. Ima sta...
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apw:12356326
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:21:35.849Z
Title
Deeply rooted
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-22
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. Essay Oct. 22, 18 "Deeply Rooted" Who's to blame for my struggles as a youth? Why was I only loved by my family? What's wrong with the world? Let me tell you a little story. As a child, what went through my mind was a master plan to get rich. So I became a local rapper, trying to make it big. I also boxed at the east side Boys & Girls Club with boxing trainor Frank, but that also went nowhere. Years later, I once again make a mistake that lands ...
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apw:12356266
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:15:02.006Z
Title
Don't awake the devil
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-04
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Richard Atkins, Jr. Oct. 4, 2018 "Don't Awake the Devil" The Holy Qu'ran teaches us that your tongue can be your worse enemy. Doesn't matter if you're speaking truth or fiction. There's always words being spoken that offends and even threatens others... I had this older friend from my neighborhood who took me under his wing, and he was moving kilograms of cocaine, pussy and using me to turn off the lights of his rivals. That's until I found out through ...
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apw:12356230
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:56.769Z
Title
Dreams of being free
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43655
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Dreams of Being Free" by Richard Atkins Jr. July 9, 2019 We lose our souls to greed, pride, hate, envy and sorrow. But you can't judge me on my mistakes. I was taught, do whatever it is that you have to do to survive. Many of us in this world is lost or confused because we allow ourselves to be. We all go through trials and tribulations that shapes our character but we must have faith and trust in God in order to survive and get through. In my prison cell, I hear screams and t...
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apw:12359112
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:16:20.789Z
Title
Failure can breed success
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09-10
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By Richard Atkins, Jr. September 10, 2018 Essay Failure Can Breed Success Time will give me strength from the pain I have suffered. Becoming rich and a player by the rules. Which mean I will live legit until the day I die... First thing first, parole from prison, continue to build my publishing, record, and clothing company! Do it with social media marketing and promoting... I want to buy my mother her own home; along with my three sisters too. 2nd, I want to be "Mayweather" rich, w...
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apw:12356214
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:28.626Z
Title
How to turn prison time into an asset
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09-10
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By Richard Atkins, Jr. September 10, 2018 Essay "How To Turn Prison Time Into An Asset" I entered incarceration December 3, 2007. I trusted a friend and he left me to burn... After I emptied out a pump into a home, over his car. So, I ended up with 23 years; my brother Swavee 12 years and Kevin got 3 years! I lost my rap career, beautiful fiancé Angela Robinson, who was the best thing to ever happen to me since I learned to write raps in 1996. I was admired like 2Pac on some of my b...
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apw:12356210
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:22.828Z
Title
Human nature
Author
Big Tres
Date
2017-02-14
Pages
11 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Introduction My goal with this short story is to leave something for my son to read and analyze and for other people to study Men's favorite subject "Mi Kassino" women the female mind as characters and like I said when it comes to my Kassino it does not apply. It's what I've been through with my Pop's hope it help's you understand that without women life isn't that good at least for me, and my Pop's it was fun while it lasted and it's what I l...
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apw:12350809
Date Uploaded
2018-03-16T16:16:19.077Z
Title
Prison reform is
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. -essay- "Prison Reform Is..." Prison reform is; having an entrepreneur mind state. 'cause most prisoners are not trying to better themselves. They're walking around the yard looking for a hit to get high... Ain't too many inmates trying to write a book, get their education or hustle. Nah. Most prisoners are lost to the system; severely down on themselves. So they walk around to spread gossip and rumors. And that's what I've known, to ...
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apw:12356242
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:14:16.946Z
Title
Rats are cowards
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-10
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. ~Essay~ Oct. 10, 2018 "Rat Are Cowards" I was raised by my mother to cherish all good friends, and you should never betray your friends. Is what she taught me and I saw many men living by this code! So, it's not a street-thang, or a code gangsters only live by, but more like a code we was all taught since children... I think about all the men & women, that are incarcerated with a life sentence/or serving a hundred and fifty years for the betrayal of ...
PID
apw:12356238
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:14:09.639Z
Title
Soul at war
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-04
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins Jr. Oct. 4, 2018 "Soul At War" A good hearted child born was God's gift. And I belonged to a beautiful Black, Cuban and Native American woman, and a Black and & Cherokee Indian father. Seeing the world at every wicked corner; A man stood tall with a heavy heart... My life changed like a car battery in the ghettos of America, when my first trigger exploded in my right palm. And before I knew it, I was a killer, without a timer in the streets for my rivals!...
PID
apw:12356226
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:13:47.86Z
Title
Stop hurting our women
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-09
Pages
4 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. #632466 September 2018 Susanville, California -Essay- "Stop Hurting Our Women" Men hurt women due to the lack of love in their childhood. But that's not always the case, 'cause I had an abusive father as a kid. And he would fight my lovely mother for the slightest disagreement at home. Especially when he was off alcohol. I watched Richard Atkins, Sr. slap my mother, throw alcohol in my mother's face and punch her... As a child, I didn't un...
PID
apw:12355880
Date Uploaded
2019-05-23T17:56:18.156Z
Title
Tell her, I love her: My soulmate
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43650
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Tell Her, I Love Her: My Soulmate... by Richard Atkins Jr. July 4, 2019 I'd like to thank God for bringing Angela R. into my life. Her calmness kept me focused on being the best man I could be for her. Her love and lovemaking changed my life, and took me to a mindstate of peace and loyalty. From the first time I laid my brown eyes on her ocean blue eyes, I forgot what not being loved felt. The woman before her - Aisha H. was a beautiful Puerto Rican/African American woman born in Oakland...
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apw:12359124
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:16:38.633Z
Title
Thank prison
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-04
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. ----- ~Essay~ Oct. 4, 2018 "Thank Prison" The California State Penitentiaries gave me a talent I never knew I possessed. But around May of 2009, I sat in my prison cell, with another crip convict and thought of a plan, to rise... So, for the next two weeks, my mind was hard at work, trying to paint a picture with words for my first novel. Made myself known on the yard as an author, and my life changed for the best. I wrote my younger sister, who lives in Nash...
PID
apw:12356234
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:14:02.922Z
Title
That's perfect
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Date
2018-10-21
Pages
4 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. #----- ~Essay~ 10-21-18 "That's Perfect" I believe in a God, so I don't burn bridges. So for all of my enemies, I apologize for not being the bigger man and not collided with you. But, what you have to understand, is that I'm not just a convict, but I was born to be a patriarch! My African-American mother taught me to die for my beliefs. So I've never lived a life of wealth and Farraris; I came from the slums and feel in love with the stru...
PID
apw:12355925
Date Uploaded
2019-05-23T17:57:39.076Z
Title
The myth behind life at SNY facilities
Author
Cabantos, Lucio
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"The Myth Behind Life At SNY Facilities" First of all a little bit about this humble writer: I am a Mexican National-Citizen. I was sentenced to life in 1996 and have been a legal slave ever since. Over 20 years ago, I passed through the San Quentin Reception Center (R/C). At that time, I was housed at Carson Section. There are no words to describe the chaos, violence, noise, dirt, corruption, racism, ignorance, and mentally ill people that I encountered. The only relief came at ver...
PID
apw:12352708
Date Uploaded
2018-06-16T02:32:24.11Z
Title
The purpose of my words
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
By: Richard Atkins, Jr. ~Essay~ Oct. 26, 2018 "The Purpose Of My Words" The purpose of my words, are spoken like prophecy, and purpose. I don't see the logic on wasting your words on nothing. Some people speak just to be speaking. When I just think about my business and my love ones and how they're doing. I'm willing to die for my beliefs; that's my strong ambition next to my religion. A thousand miles, but I'm close to heaven on this prison yard. I could di...
PID
apw:12356322
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:21:30.134Z
Title
Thoughts of real men behind these walls
Author
Atkins, Richard Jr.
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Thoughts of Real Men Behind These Walls" By Richard Atkins, Jr. Coming from poverty, to owning property is the best form of success. And my thoughts behind these walls are of productivity. I used to scheme on big money and having a team of killers. That was my point of view; to one day become a drug lord and control with an iron fist. But after I invented LA-Prince Global, Inc. my thoughts wasn't living with illegal activity anymore. I was selling out my people; pushing the cr...
PID
apw:12356246
Date Uploaded
2019-05-28T17:14:22.921Z
Title
Trapped black soul
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43650
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Trapped Black Soul" By Richard Atkins, Jr July 4, 2019 Dear World, my name is Richard Atkins, Jr. and I have a strong story to tell you. I hope that what I’m about to say, doesn’t offend anyone/or race but inspire the generation just beneath my generation and the one before mines. I’ve learned a lot in my 38 years walking this planet. And first and foremost, I’d like to say, I am a trapped black soul. Which means that my beautiful heart has a lot of wear and tear. So my heart bleed...
PID
apw:12359120
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:16:32.111Z
Title
Trump ain't feeling us?
Author
Atkins Jr., Richard
Date
43594
Pages
3 pages
Text (TR_WF)
"Trump Ain't Feeling Us?" by Richard Atkins, Jr. May 9, 2019 High Desert State Prison The President of the United States of America ain't feeling us blacks. Well, I'm good with that. The feeling is mutual. Trump is simply put, a clown of a man, who craves attention like a baby. That's what our president's problem as a person is, or so many would think. The president is a seeker of attention with the world his prey. Trump enjoys being the center of attention....
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apw:12358693
Date Uploaded
2020-06-18T19:05:34.7Z

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