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A healthy ambition
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McCreary, Howard Lewis, III
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Date
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2019-01-27
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8 pages
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January 27, 2019 Time: 2:15 A.M By: Howard McCreary A Healthy Ambition [Part 1: Mentally Stimulation] I thank you all fore taking time out of your day to connect with my Diamond Thoughts on health. It brings me relief to know that people in society are concern or interested in the "condemn" and my salutation of the highest greeting goes to you all. What you all are embarking on is a three part dialogue on the three essential characteristics that make us human: mentality, physically,...
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apw:12356653
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Date Uploaded
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2019-05-24T16:37:46.419Z
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A white liberal male federal called me (Fitch) a racist
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Author
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Fitch, Lamont
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Date
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43476
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5 pages
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"A White Liberal Male Federal Called Me (Fitch) A Racist" I arrived from a kangaroo court to an awaiting trap here in the federal Bureau of Prisons (FBOP) over 21 years ago. The thing is for my jailers to pit their inmates against me, as well as their colleagues, and then prosecute me, or attempt to, after I defend myself. This has been the unrelenting hate that has followed me from jail to jail, non-stop. I documented the trap that awaited me at USP Leavenworth in 1999. My so-calle...
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apw:12358934
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T19:11:52.24Z
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As if the world ended tommorrow
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Author
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Bobby
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2 pages
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As if the World Ended Tomorrow #1 Sometimes I think what if the world ended tomorrow where would that leave us. In this age with HIV/AIDS and now the Coronavirus where does that leave society. Late at night alone in my bunk I think about my future as if the world ended tomorrow. This means I live for today and today I'm a nobody plain and simple. I have to admit at points in my life this nobody was very content because in my eyes I was the king of nobodies fixated on destroying my unexpl...
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apw:12361441
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:02:11.653Z
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At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep
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Author
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Bobby
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3 pages
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#1 At night I shake my foot or rock myself to sleep which ever you call it. So deep down Im still a baby right? This thought just crossed my mind as I was frozen in time you can never go back or understand why you made the dumbest choice thinking it was smart. Have you ever been 51/50? Thats criminally insane, its the edge where you dont care the outcome as long as you reive the gradification you meant or didnt think you would recive. People call us crazy cause we get tired of no's and s...
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apw:12361757
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:10:27.864Z
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Brain-health and the throw'd
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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Date
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2018-07-26
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17 pages
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Brain-Health and the Throw'd by Jacob Jills In the five years I've been a "guest" of America's Prison Industrial Complex I have physically assaulted one person. He was a hermaphrodite who believed he was Jesus Christ sent back to Earth to judge humankind. "The curse of curses!" he called his duty. He was my celly inside a Texas jail before I was placed in solitary confinement under administrative segregation. I forget his name... "I have a penis and a v...
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apw:12355352
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Date Uploaded
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2019-01-21T21:23:25.513Z
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Cage talk returned
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Author
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Bobby
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3 pages
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cage talk Returned P1 I tell my self everything is gonna be okay but how do I really know god is doing his best to turn the world into the last days today has been my 3 week in this cage. some people dont last this long in here but I guess Im used to it. I havent talked to my wife in 2 days, its not Right but I did wrong, Right?? I should be able to complain about being in this cage all alone if I did wrong. The crazy part is not having anybody to talk to. Yea There are others in the place wi...
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apw:12362478
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:31:04.377Z
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Conus extradition
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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9 pages
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Conus Extradition By Jacob Jills
Never had I truly wanted to murder, in the coldest of blood, a fellow human being until my continental United States (CONUS extradition. That's how splintered my brain-health had become. Pushed to the extreme outer limits of my physical and mental endurance, a pre-homosapien evolutionary rage began to simmer from the depths of some hominoid cortex embedded into the ancient recesses of my DNA... A rage so pure and acute it damaged my very soul, summoning...
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apw:12357217
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Date Uploaded
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2019-10-28T20:13:24.762Z
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Criminalizing 'panther love' and the new wave COINTELPRO tactics in Texas prisons
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Author
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Washington, Keith Malik
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7 pages
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Criminalizing ‘Panther Love’ and the New Wave COINTELPRO tactics in Texas prisons 2018/02/03 by moorbey by Keith ‘Comrade Malik’ Washington, Deputy Chairman of the New Afrikan Black Panther Party Prison Chapter, Texas Region “Panther Love is revolutionary love, liberating love, world-changing love. Panther Love is a concrete expression of our social commitment to the masses as well as a moral stance that breaks free of the old and backward social relations in the Black sub-culture of criminal...
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apw:12353510
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-26T23:40:47.253Z
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Title
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Cultural awareness
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Author
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McCreary, Howard Lewis, III
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10 pages
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Cultural Awareness By: Howard Mecreary, III Everything in existence has a cultura. It's own set of Laws that governs this culture. It's own system of defining the Culture and , a certain mentality that shapes the development of it's culture In prison, there's no difference. Inside the walls of a penological institution, the cultural mind state can be warped, tarnished, polished, or refined based on the individual. This culture is a world within it's own. A world that&...
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apw:12355363
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Date Uploaded
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2019-01-21T21:24:14.371Z
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Deep down I dont understand why society attemps to pretend
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Author
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Bobby
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2 pages
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#1 Deep down I dont understand why society attempts to pretend they dont know the answer to the crime rate. let see are there jobs? How many people are on food stamps? Or Obamacare? Can you leave your house without seeing a man with a sign asking for money? Or just laying on the side of the road? Public service announcement!! Thats not normal because when society started learning to build, we learned to build shelter. We may throw coins out the window or let them wash your window but if they ...
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apw:12361761
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:10:33.691Z
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Dishonorable
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Author
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Fitch, Lamont
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Date
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43686
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2 pages
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Dishonorable I (Fitch) realize how important it is to publicly publish my facts with exhibits. You must guard your facts and your proof. People, the public, have a blasphemous tendency of accepting court memorandums and "opinions" of judges as the gospel. The publicly printed "word" of so-called "honorable" officials can be very powerful to the average layman who is unfamiliar with, or forgetful of, the fact that judges are nothing more than lawyers with black ro...
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apw:12358931
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T19:11:47.444Z
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End prison slavery in Texas now!
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Author
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Washington, Keith Malik
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4 pages
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by Keir}: ‘./Izlalik’ Wasizinggton the Deputy Chairman of the New A frikan Black Panther Party, Prison Chapter, Texas Region. More information about him and more follows the article. “For years we were called Niggers to indicate we had no value or worth and that anything could be done to us. Then the word ‘nigger’ became politically incorrect. So, they began calling us criminals. When you say a person is a criminal it means that what happens to them does not matter. It means he or she is a ni...
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apw:12353262
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-26T11:00:28.383Z
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Fifty fuck or fight
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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Date
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2018-11-12
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10 pages
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Fifty Fuck or Fight by Jacob Jills "The camp is changing, there are only wolves among wolves.” An elderly Belgian KL inmate wrote to his son... Near the end of NNII, a small group of Dachau prisoners gathered for a singular purpose. For 24—hours each would attempt to replace violent, selfish, and greedy behavior with empathy and compassion, as if their lives were being lived outside the wire of a Nazi concentration camp in civility. The group's honorable and courageous efforts to sh...
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apw:12356724
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Date Uploaded
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2019-05-28T18:32:43.45Z
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Title
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Forced competition
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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9 pages
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Forced Competition by Jacob Jills You do not need a degree in zoology to understand and explain how the herds, the flocks, and schools of earth's creatures seem to act as one entity in perfect synch; as if telepathically communicating in some inaudible animal language beyond human understanding. These mammals, birds, and fish are perfectly synchronous in their behavior and movements out of some primordial instinct of necessity- every single life competing against the other in unison for ...
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apw:12353588
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-27T01:06:45.522Z
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Greetings to all who may be reading this
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Author
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Brother of Strange Struggle
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2 pages
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Greetings to all who may be reading this missive it is I, the Brother of Strong Struggle that comes with plenty much love. All praise are do unto the Most High, the Most Gracious Allah. I’m thankful and honored to be alive and have this opportunity to relate my struggle. I pray that you all gain an overstanding of what I’m relating so you may utilize it for the sake of the good fight and positive struggle. In a world of loneliness because those who we all love ones and family don’t communicat...
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apw:12358285
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T18:55:18.286Z
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Hunger games, prepare!
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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Date
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2018-05-30
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18 pages
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"Hunger Games, Prepare!" by Jacob Jills When I first came to prison I lasted only six weeks in general population (GP). No! I was not a "catch-out." In the Texas Department of Criminal Justice (TDCJ - or Texas State Prison) "catch-out," as coined by offenders, means you "caught that pussy," pushed the officer call button and reported to the guards you were in some kind of danger and needed to be moved for your own safety. In prison the stigma of being l...
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apw:12354113
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-27T14:38:46.794Z
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Title
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I begin to self analize myself
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Author
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Bobby
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5 pages
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1 I begin to self analize myself as if im the bad guy and the good guy. I guess you can say Im bipolar today is ok I guess I have been having those thoughts about death again as if I havent conquered Death a few times already. life means nothing if you fear death in my eyes. How can I live and die at the same time? you may think Im crazy but no Im [SMSd?] criminally insane. The state says my habits make me unfit to live in society so I must live behind bars for the rest of my life and Im the ...
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apw:12361764
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Date Uploaded
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2021-02-03T16:10:37.282Z
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I thought the n-word today
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Author
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Jills, Jacob
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5 pages
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I THOUGHT THE N-WORD TODAY BY JACOB JILLS Texas prison is a black man's second home, a brown man's dream, and a white man's nightmare... I heard this joke in a county jail awaiting the infamous "Bluebird". A Texas Department of Criminal Justice (TDCJ) "chain" bus all county prisoners board for their ride to prison. This bus is actually a dirty white with coal black tinted windows. "Bluebird" comes from the little blue bird logo of the manufacturer....
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apw:12358652
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Date Uploaded
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2020-06-18T19:04:36.345Z
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In this life we all make bad choices
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Author
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Bobby
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1 page
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#1 In this life we all make bad choices because some times its a real bad choice standing next to a really bad choice. Scientist want to say that we have another choice that isnt gonna kill us or end us up dead or in jail but the reality is we all have made dumb mistakes while making choices. this is the story of my life hand cuff bad luck or no luck at all. and in the end who is there to help us if you ask me nobody I mean I never got any.
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apw:12362183
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:26:02.633Z
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It start now
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Author
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McCreary, Howard Lewis, III
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Date
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2019-01-07
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Pages
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6 pages
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It Start Now! Written: Jan 7,2019 @ 10:37pm By: Howard "Amin" McCreary I sit in administrative segregation amongst the deadliest, most dangerous men that are housed in the Texas Department of Criminal Justice. Or so they say... "They" being the people behind this growing, cancerous, detrimental caste system we recognize as "prison rehabilitation". "They", being the power seeking society that gain satisfaction by keeping men - and I'm sure women as ...
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apw:12356509
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Date Uploaded
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2019-05-24T16:10:16.558Z
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Title
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Juneteenth call to action
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Author
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Washington, Keith Malik
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2 pages
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Juneteenth Call to Action April 4, 2018 Attention Black activists, freedom fighters and concerned citizens: Juneteenth is the next step in raising awareness of the movement to abolish prison slavery and amend the 13th Amendment by Keith ‘Malik’ Washington Peace and blessings, Sisters and Brothers in the struggle! In the state of Texas and wherever Texans have migrated, Juneteenth is an abolitionist holiday in which we celebrate and reflect about the moment in history when slaves in Texas finally...
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apw:12353029
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Date Uploaded
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2018-09-25T21:47:34.081Z
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Title
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Just a number
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Author
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Bobby
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2 pages
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C1 Just a number I have no name just a number!! Oh well right stand up or sit down and be counted, in my life we are the Rosa Parks movement always to the back of the bus. Just a number. In (the J?) I repeat my number so much it becomes a constant reminder Im somebody property. Just a number!! But what they didnt tell you no matter how you look at it we are all just number but like the lotto winning my numbers are bad and your win a little bit. In my eyes we all lose when society solution bec...
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apw:12362482
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:31:08.427Z
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Title
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Just another page in my diary
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Author
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Bobby
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7 pages
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#1 Just another page in my diary Its not everyday I write in this diary but I decided to share with you what and when I do. Today has been a sad, mad and boring day. let me explain the sad part is dealing with the fact that I may never see freedom again I dont know about you but to me thats sad. Mad: me and my wife had another fight where I scream in the phone till it hangs up then I scream again I do this because I cant deal with not having power over my life. God took all my power or hell I...
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apw:12362175
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Date Uploaded
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2021-06-10T15:25:53.779Z
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