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Title
Lifers with optimistic progress
Author
Kilgore, Ivan
Date
2019-02
Pages
6 pages
Text (O)
Lifers With Optimistic Progress Truth as told by those in power has been formatted to fit into the scheme of their agenda, which makes it a product propaganda. Truth as told by the powerless is a truth unscathed by such distortion, which makes it a reality. As such, the truth as told by the powerless becomes a scepter and reference point in all matters of controversy between these two groups.... Written by Ivan Kilgore February 2019 ecently, the Lifers With Optimistic Progress (L.W.O.P., herea...
PID
apw:12357702
Date Uploaded
2019-10-28T20:30:14.954Z
Title
Light through darkness
Author
Taylor, Shariff
Date
2021-03-04
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
- Submission - pg. 1. Thursday 3-4-2021 "Light through Darkness" Hello everyone! I’m sorry that I haven’t written any essays or stories in awhile but I’ve been experiencing some unforeseen highs and lows due to Covid-19. After all I’ve told you about being careful and practicing the necessary precautions, I still contracted Covid-19 and had to be placed inside the gym where they <the administration and medical staff> set up bunk beds for about a hundred (100) to be housed for ...
PID
apw:12363335
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:46:28.363Z
Title
Lights out
Author
Knox, Jamilah L.
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Lights out & one hundred eighty prison yard design, PSU shorterm, silence in the air, little fear pumps through my blood, only from not knowing who's around me or what to expect next The cell opens. I walk through, door to cell closes, not touching anything, theres so many germs & disrespect shown by spitting, buggers, body fluids & graffiti placed all about the cell, I turn and yell for the corrections officer, "CO" "CO," I need a bed roll & cleaning ...
PID
apw:12362304
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:28:06.028Z
Title
Meagans story of living as a M to F transsexual in society and in a California max security mens prison & conditions within
Author
Calvillo, Meagan Breanne Lupe Mendoza, III.
Pages
18 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Pg 1 "Meagans Story of Living As A M to F Transsexual In society And In A California Max Security Mens Prison & Conditions Within." My name is Meagan Breanne Lupe Mendoza Calvillo III. I currently live in San Diego, California in a Max Security Level 4 R. J Donovan Calif. Dept. of Corrections & Rehabilitation CDCR Prison for Men. I stay with a very productive positive happy attitude. I view things logically, clear, simple, and rational. I rarely get frustrated and thats due ...
PID
apw:12362233
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:26:53.045Z
Title
Misunderstood
Author
Taylor, Shariff
Date
2020-06-17
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
- Submission - 1. Wednesday 6-17-2020 "Misunderstood" My life in a California Prison has been exceptionally hard, due to being misunderstood by my peers because they don't know anything about the different spectrums of sexual orientation and identity in the L.G.B.T.Q.+ community, so trying to explain this to everyone is difficult, but I feel is worth it to maybe stop people from hating us or pre-judging my people. Although the prison system only has two destinations, male and t...
PID
apw:12362365
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:29:07.324Z
Title
Most of us believe the parole board
Author
Dorotik, Jane
Date
2010-01-21
Pages
3 pages
State
California
Text (O)
Most of us believe the parole board Jane Dorotik Most of us believe the Parole Board Commissioners have a very serious job in determining who should stay in prison and who should be released. After all, the burden of public safety would seem to lie squarely on their shoulders. If a prisoner can t, after years of incarceration, prove to these commissioners they are not a menace to public safety, then maybe they shouldn't be released. My guess is this is what the public generally thinks......
PID
apw:12344508
Date Uploaded
2016-10-21T15:41:59.185Z
Title
My name is Jammie Mclean... [1]
Author
McLean, Jammie "New Hope"
Date
2015-05-17
Pages
4 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Jammie McLean California Hope Dear fire inside. 5 - 17 - 15 My name is Jammie Mclean. I am writeing for a few reasons and I hope by the time your done with this letter it will help others. Thank you. Well right now I am in SHU at C. I. W. I been in SHU almost 2 yrs. This has been the hardest time for me yet only because I been threw a lot. Like I said I was 17 yrs. old when I got 17 - life I came right to prison at age 17. No help no friends just me. I did not kill no one. I was just that luc...
PID
apw:12342906
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T12:59:53.547Z
Title
My name is Jammie Mclean... [2]
Author
McLean, Jammie "New Hope"
Date
2015-05-18
Pages
6 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Jammie McLean California [No Title] Dear fire inside. 5 - 18 -15 My name is Jammie Mclean. I am writing hoping my thoughts help others just by my words. (I hope.) My name is Jammie some know me as Pookey. I been down for almost 19 years. I was 17 when I got this life put on me. I by passed C.Y.A. went right to prison. This is not the same story everyone tells trust me. No I am not like the rest. I have flaws not scard to say it. I did a lot to prove myself to others just to fit in (how dumb)....
PID
apw:12342911
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T12:59:53.835Z
Title
Poverty and crime
Author
Criminally Violent Felon
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
[Poverty and Crime] 7/14/2018 Hello, I am a product of society. I robbed that bank because I am poor. Homeless shelters and jobs I had were always temporary. I never had enough money to keep me off the streets of Downtown Los Angeles. At least prison takes care of me. But I'll eventually get out. And what then? I heard I got 6 months at a halfway house during which I must find a job that is able to support me. But I couldn't do that following the rules of society. How can I succeed?...
PID
apw:12354733
Date Uploaded
2019-01-16T17:32:28.188Z
Title
Progress through pain
Author
Taylor, Shariff
Date
2020-08-17
Pages
2 pages
Text (TR_WF)
pg. 1 -Submission- "Progress through Pain" Monday 8/17/2020 We’ve been on modified lock-down status for <6> months now with no definite end in sight, which is driving me crazy! Me and my cellmate are beggining to argue about little things that wouldn’t have even popped up on our radar before this prolonged Covid-19 lock-down. To top it off, the Canteen Supervisor quit due to too many grievances filed on him, so we haven’t been able to order store, as we call it. I honestly don...
PID
apw:12360429
Date Uploaded
2020-12-02T18:48:49.072Z
Title
Raped by inmate, re-raped by CDCR: PREA in prison
Author
M., Dorothy
Pages
6 pages
Text (TR_WF)
Events that led to RVR see pg 5 of RVR to verify article 7/1/2019 Raped by Inmate, Re-Raped by CDCR: PREA in prison by Dorothy Maraglino When you first arrive in any California Prison, you must attend a Prison Rape Elimination Act (PREA) orientation class. The facilitator tells you how lucky prisoners are to have this protection that was non-existent 10 years ago. Attendees each receive a professional handout outlining their rights. There is contacts name and law citation to prove how safe it...
PID
apw:12362460
Date Uploaded
2021-06-10T15:30:48.311Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin (short-wave-frequency-transmission)
Author
Nobody
Date
2015-01-24
Pages
5 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections From the Cement Coffin (Short-Wave-Frequency-Transmission) Dear Editors, I have already written and shared the basic framework of (vision) earthvibe. My intention is to heavily invest in sharing my reflections through the APWA, but I think it may be in my best interest that I first communicate with you a little more about it. Since my arrest on the night of December 29,1990, I unknowingly began to seek a logical analysis of the nature of the prison system and the root cause of mas...
PID
apw:12343165
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T17:34:27.199Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 10, 2013 - Wednesday - roughly 2:22 A.M.
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-10
Pages
8 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 10, 2013 - Wednesday - Roughly 2:22 A.M.) I've been up since about roughly 11:00 A.M. As I opened my eyes, reflections regarding the dynamic nature of particle consciousness continued to speak. I am still thinking of it in terms of the - what seems to be the potential ability to reverse program particle consciousness. But I want to stay closely connected to word models such as magic, witchcraft, and wizardry in relation to this discussion regardin...
PID
apw:12343102
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:42:50.999Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 10, 2013 - Wednesday - roughly 4:53 P.M.
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-10
Pages
2 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Nobody California Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 10, 2013 - Wednesday - roughly 4:53 P.M.) I opened my eyes early this morning at roughly 1:00 A.M. - the word model phenomenology was plastered on the reflections moving in my mind. They continued to speak to me about the nature of consciousness so I began to move through them on paper. Well, I listened until roughly 2:22 A.m. and then moved through the reflections on paper until alittle before 5:00 A.M. I then shortly afterwards ente...
PID
apw:12343099
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:42:50.409Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 12, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-12
Pages
14 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
REFLECTIONS FROM THE CEMENT COFFIN (July 12, 2013 - Friday - Roughly 3:58 A.M.) A short while ago I opened my eyes after having another inner dreamworld experience. All I can recall is the emotional imagery. I like the terminology inner dream world experience. The automatic contrast is to this outer dreamworld experience which would appear to be the manifestation of the inner into a virtual reality capable of being experienced outside the self or at least seemingly so. The importance of the t...
PID
apw:12343111
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:42:51.57Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 18, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-18
Pages
3 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 18, 2013- Thursday- Roughly 3:49 P.M.) "The closer you are- the farther away you will be." I heard it said during a movie. Yesterday, on the PBS Newshour, a woman was talking about a discussion we are having on the computer about whether or not race mattered in the Travone case. Divine beings sharing each others thoughts is the way I see it, or do thoughts belong to you? The only request has to keep it simple- to keep the response to a seven ...
PID
apw:12343126
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T17:00:23.677Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 19, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-19
Pages
10 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Nobody CA Reflections from the Cement Coffin (July 19, 2013- Friday- roughly 4:24 A.M.) I opened my eyes at about 3:40 A.M. after having another experience with the inner dreamworld. The experience was clear to me during its occurance, but now I am only able to recall that the experience was about the movement of consciousness. The connection would appear to be to the psych evaluation I experienced yesterday because reflections immediately began to speak with me about it after opening my eyes...
PID
apw:12343130
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T17:00:24.17Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 23, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-23
Pages
23 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 23, 2013 - Tuesday-Roughly 3:45 P.M.) I'm at the California health care facility now. Last night was my first night here. I had multiple experiences within the inner dreamworld during intermittent rest periods. They all related to the movement of consciousness - a discussion about the movement of consciousness. These experiences occurred from about 11:00 P.M. until 3:00 A.M. It was the terminology model "divine-human being" that seemed t...
PID
apw:12343141
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T17:15:09.594Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 8, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-08
Pages
2 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Nobody California Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 8, 2013 - Monday - Roughly 8:38 p.m.) This shift I am experiencing seemingly began happening early Saturday morning at roughly 12:30 A.M - after I opened my eyes from experiencing the inner world of the subconscious mind. I was sitting in a classroom with other students listening to women talk. I had already experienced a series of similar experiences the previous few days. But it was during the one early Saturday morning that I was a...
PID
apw:12343089
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:06:53.885Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin July 9, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-07-09
Pages
6 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections from the Cement Coffin (July 9, 2013 - Tuesday - Roughly 6:13 A.M.) As soon as I opened my eyes this morning a little after 4:00, my consciousness continued speaking to me about the nature of consciousness. It seems reasonable to consider that consciousness is best suited to teach me about the nature of consciousness. It also seems reasonable to consider that consciousness teaching me about consciousness is consciousness basically teaching me about myself. The hypothetical separat...
PID
apw:12343092
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:06:54.378Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin June 10, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-06-10
Pages
28 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections from the Cement Coffin (June 10, 2013 - Monday - roughly 8:29 A.M.) I opened my eyes shortly after 1:00 A.M early this morning after entering into a rest period at close to 11:00 P.M. I wanted to continue moving through reflections on paper relating to divine will. Divine will would appear to be same as divine intention. In the most practical sense, all we are really talking about is the meaningful application of divine law - the conscious intention to apply divine law to the proc...
PID
apw:12343011
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T14:58:49.951Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin June 17, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-06-17
Pages
15 pages
State
California
Text (TR)
Nobody CA Reflections from the Cement Coffin (June 17, 2013- Monday- roughly 2:17 AM) I had another visit into the inner world of the sleeping lady's subconscious mind. I've been up since about 2:00 A.M attempting to make as much sense out of it as I possibly can. The vague recollection makes this difficult to do. Strong emotional imagery of being there but recollection of the events which occurred are vague. It seems to be a replay of the kind of visit that occurred last Monday mor...
PID
apw:12343040
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T15:34:20.306Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin June 21, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-06-21
Pages
17 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections from the Cement Coffin (June 21, 2013-- Friday--Roughly 2:49 A.M.) I think it was early Wednesday morning that I shifted perceptions from the experiences with the inner world of the sleeping [Laot's?] subconscious mind being visits to the perceived visits simply being one of the ways she communicates with me. It seems the perceptual shifts was confirmed through Robert my light body on the mini-yard that very same morning when he referred to the dream world as the landfill of ...
PID
apw:12343056
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T15:34:22.834Z
Title
Reflections from the cement coffin June 23, 2013
Author
Nobody
Date
2013-06-23
Pages
14 pages
State
California
Text (TR_WF)
Reflections From the Cement Coffin (June 23, 2013 - Sunday - Roughly 11:06 P.M.) I think of moving through reflections on paper as two segments - one from Monday to Thursday and the other from Friday to Sunday - Each one ending on the night that I send the reflections out. What I began to notice more clearly since - before discontinuing to move through reflections on paper Thursday evening is the mental tension I started to increasingly experience knowing that I had to bring the flow of refle...
PID
apw:12343074
Date Uploaded
2016-10-17T16:06:53.302Z

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